A piece of me died

I don't even know how to describe
I feel empty
Where did I go wrong? When did I become so disconnected...from myself?
I love, and I give, and i love and I give..
but when will I be filled up?
When is my filling time>?
My heart is on empty, and needs to be refueled.
I am weary and tired
I am listless and heavy
I am not the strong person that pulled through in the past
I am burdened and lonely
A piece of me died.
I loved that piece..but i cannot even identify it.
Was it determination?
Was it faith?
Was it Optimism?
Was it pride?
I long for you, piece 'that died'
please return to your home
So that I may be whole
Oh piece of me that died
just help me recognize
so I won't have to feel so dead inside.