Friday, September 28, 2007

Wake Up Call

That eerie cold sensation just floods over me
I can't breathe
I cant inhale
If I do I may collapse

Cry for me
Cry because I can't
I just want to breakdown
I just want to crumble
I want to be fragile

Overwhelmed
Im all alone
Im really fucking alone
Baggage claim came, I claimed it all
Carry it with me wherever I go

Why can't I pick another flight?
Why do I have to lug this around?
NO ONE wants someone that is THIS less than perfect
I just want to rip every part of me
Shred it to pieces

Scream and cry

GOd do you fucking hate me?
Struggling and survival
Second nature
Fucking games
all a part of my fucking life.

I just want to cry.

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