The Battlefield of the Mind

February 28, 2007 - Wednesday
The Battlefield of the Mind Current mood: numb Category: Blogging

V1.
I don't know that you will ever understand
When it comes to me, its always more complicated
If I could I would drown away these fears
With just a xanax and some wine
Just bleed until my blood runs dry
Anything to numb this torture that I feel inside

Cho:
I think Im fighting you
Yet I make no move
Angered with myself, yet I have no cure
Its flowing through my veins
Its hell to feel this way
Keep searching for my place
But here is where I find (I reside)
On the Battlefield in my mind

V2.
I'm unsettled in my own anguish
Yet I have never been so fulfilled like this before
I feel as though these wounds
Weren't always meant to sting, but I wonder if this is my reality
Do you remember what I had said?
Was it burning to your ears? To hear those words you had to hear?
I only wonder now, and hope that I can make better somehow..

Cho:
I think Im fighting you
Yet I make no move
Angered with myself, yet I have no cure
Its flowing through my veins
Its hell to feel this way
Keep searching for my place
But here is where I find (I reside)
On the Battlefield in my mind

Bridge
No rest no, no peace, Yet I always hope for more
Wait on me if you will
Just don't let resentment build
I cant help but hurt to think that all this pain is caused by me
Do whatever you need to do
Just understand, if I could right now, I would be in love with you
Love is patient, it is kind, it just simply takes sometime
I wish I wasnt so damn complicated...

Cho:
I think Im fighting you
Yet I make no move
Angered with myself, yet I have no cure
Its flowing through my veins
Its hell to feel this way
But here is where I find (I reside)
On the Battlefield in my mind<>

Written by: ME a.k.a Firestarter
Currently listening : Nothing Compares 2 U By Sinead O'Connor